Good Aternoon, I would like to extend my condolences to you and all in your family for your lost. Death preamates our world and causes people to Grieve which is dealt with in many ways and it makes you wonder if God cares about you and your suffering. He gives us assurance at 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 that he is concerned and will provide comfort. In John 5:28-29 Jehovah confirms that there will be a resurrection of those who have fallen asleep in death. If you would like to learn more about this subject I invite you to go to JW.ORG website for further information.